CW: Gaslighting, Abusive Phrases Every night, I write a sort of rambling journal to Sir in order to clear my head. A message right before saying goodnight to get things out. Thoughts I might have. Goals that I want to accomplish. Things that I am proud that I did that day. It is always different depending on my headspace. One night, in particular, I had a very deep bit of thought. One that I felt I needed to share. Because…
CW: physical abuse, bruises, pictures of bruises “Bruised is a good look on you,” Sir says after giving me some amazing back scritches after a long afternoon of video making. My chest bruised the cause of them being a crop that I used while shooting a video. They are dying down and still a brilliant red. Though I had sent him a picture right after so he had seen them in their fresh stages. Blushing I comment how I do,…
I spent five years in abusive relationship. Even today, years after I finally left him, it’s a difficult thing to say out loud. But I do it anyway, because it needs to be said. I spent five years in an abusive relationship. It slowly and steadily grew worse. Taking an increasingly larger toll on my physical and emotional well-being, until I finally managed to escape. It left me with scars from physical, mental and sexual abuse. The Aftermath After I…